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07 January 2010 @ 01:14 am
I just got home from a cafe in Greenbelt 3 - hanging out, catching up with friends is a pastime that I'm definitely going to miss on my plane-trip back... just about as much as playing RPGs with my friends here.

But foremost on my mind was the girl - sometimes, it is so easy for me to develop mini-crushes on people. My eyes kept on reverting to her and I could not keep my thoughts from doing the same thing. I recognize the stupid things that I've done in my interactions but I find myself helpless to stop myself from doing them.

"Besides" I say, "I'm leaving in a few days. What's the point?" My pride is my point. One's self-esteem, one's ego, is something to maintain for the sake of one's sanity. Good things happen to the assertive and such a personality is best cultivated by a healthy respect for one's self.

I don't know. It's so easy to roll over and give excuses nowadays... but I feel that each opportunity lost is a blow to the system.

Or maybe... I shouldn't listen to too much Counting Crows
Current Mood: curiouscurious
Current Music: Butterfly in Reverse - Counting Crows
do not feed the animals: embarrassed.izkariote on January 6th, 2010 10:44 pm (UTC)
Ahaha, speaking of catching up~

Tried texting you about meeting sometime this week, but I never got a word back. You are leaving in a few days, though, which kinda sucks but... is it not too late? /hopeful
10sword_crosse10sword_crosse on January 7th, 2010 04:56 am (UTC)
I probably gave you the wrong number or something, sounds like a me thing to do lol. I'm free all day today if you can get to this... 0917-571-0635. Tomorrow has me hanging with friends in the pm but we can do lunch maybe? kamirori or something?

I leave on sat am :(
do not feed the animals: mew.izkariote on January 7th, 2010 09:13 am (UTC)
Lunch sounds like a plan - I've got class from 1:30 to 4:30 anyhow. Perhaps a an early lunch? 11 or so, at the Kamirori over at the Petron Station in Katipunan?

My number's 09174583881. Feel free to text me~